Let's not Fall in Love

Let’s not fall in love, we don’t know each other very well yet
Actually, I’m a little scared, I’m sorry
Let’s not make promises, you never know when tomorrow comes
But I really mean it when I say I like you

Don’t ask me anything
I can’t give you an answer
We’re so happy as we are right now

Don’t try to have me
Let’s just stay like this
You’re making it more painful, why?

Goodbyes after our frequent meet-ups
Repetition of broken hearts
I can’t find a purpose in these foolish feelings
A mistake with the mask of love
All the feelings are the same now
But in this moment, I want you to stay

Let’s not fall in love, we don’t know each other very well yet
Actually, I’m a little scared, I’m sorry
Let’s not make promises, you never know when tomorrow comes
But I really mean it when I say I like you

Don’t smile at me
If I get attached to you, I’ll get sad
I’m afraid that pretty smile will turn into tears

Don’t try to trap us
In the word, love
Because it’s a greed that can’t be filled

At first, it was half excitement, half worries
But in the end, it became an obligation, trial and error
Day by day, I get nervous, your innocence is too much pressure on me
But tonight, I want you to stay

Don’t expect too much from me
I don’t wanna lose you either
Before things get too deep, before you get hurt
Don’t trust me

You always call me
A selfish bastard

Let’s not fall in love, we don’t know each other very well yet
Actually, I’m a little scared, I’m sorry
Let’s not make promises, you never know when tomorrow comes
But I really mean it when I say I like you

Kahwin hmmm

         Setelah sekian lama menyepi.. yearghhh sbb x tau nak tulis sal apa kan... sebab busy la sangat sbb jenis pemalas nak tulis blog sebab macam2 laa lagi... tetiba rasa nak tulis pasal ni.. KAHWIN..

kahwin hmmm semua nak kahwin.. rasa nak kahwin tu ada tapi calon??? tarakkk ada hahahaha

budak sekolah sekarang pon asyik duk cari jodoh... mana pemilik tulang rusuk.. bla bla bla...

nampak simple tapi tanggungjawab tu besar... aku pon tak lari dari rasa nak kahwin... nak2 bila dah ramai rakan sebaya dah tunang laaa... dah kahwin even dah ade anak... hmmmm tercabar hahahahaha

tapi.... kahwin tu tak semudah mcm dlm novel... bkn mcm drama... 

         Ramai jgk kwn2 da kahwin.. wuuuu jeles habak angg... bila turn aku kn?? hahaha nampak sweet je.. nampak bahagia je... tahniah laa.. semoga kekal dan bahagia ke ank cucu cicit sepapak... hahahaha but, the sad story is petang tadi dapat whatsapp dari kwn baru aka kwn lama..x fhm? x pe laa.. hahaha kwn la.. wlaupun kenal kjp tp rse cam dah lme rpt... and dah lame gile x contact almost 1 year and half.. She already married and with the boy that I know... agak terkejut walaupun tahu mereka berdua mcm belangkas x leh dipisahkan and the most surprising thing is da ade baby... arghhh cute sangat.. but she had some big problem.. yeargh.. masalah rumah tangga.. and I didn't expect it to be happen.. she tell me everything.. the boy left her when she pregnant.. because of some useless bitch.. how could you do that to my friend? masa aku dpt tahu aku rasa cam nk nangis.. rasa cam nk tampo je laki tu.. tapi semua mesti ade hikmahnye kan... lepas dgr citer dia aku rasa takut lak nak kahwin... yess semua laki x sama tp rasa gusar tu ada... sekarang ni fokus habiskan belajar and cari kerja baru pikir kahwin.. and penuhkan ilmu dulu bukan kahwin mcm tu je.. get ready and prepare for it... I'm sharing because I hope people can know how cruel that boy is.. and aku harap la laki2 x jadi cam dia.. 

btw, for my friend please be strong dear.. I know u can. kiss and hug to baby boo for me.. ada masa aku jumpa kau... ^^  

MASUM oh silat

Petang tadi tolong umi masak untuk iftar... abah pn ade sekali.. tiba-tiba tngh syok potong sayur, abah tanya kenapa kena balik UTM awal?? *krikk krikkk* aku senyap.. masa tu da agak.. he know everything... hmmm abah sound lg, belajar tak tau kemana, nk main sukan lagi.. haduhhh sentap... menusuk jantung.. rasa masa tu nk berlari masuk bilik balik... adeihh umi ngan abah pot pet pot pet duk membebel.. aku??? tunduk hadap lantai..mcm lantai cantik sngt je,, lantai pon pelik kenapa aku asyik duk tengok dia... last ayat abah,, "ni last, lepas ni x yah main da"

walaupun slow je bunyi tp aku tahu itu bukan ucapan tapi arahan.. so, aku rasa aku kena turuti,,, dan taati.. 

tak sayang ke nak stop mcm tu je???? perghhh penipu gila aku ckp kalau tak sayang.. rasa nk menangis pn ade.. minat kot... kalau tak minat, dr dulu lg aku stop.. sape nk hadap main combat sport cmni?? kalau tak minat atau nk sijil. balik training sakit2 badan, pagi2 nk pegi kelas pn sengal2 ubi je.. pernah kot merangkak balik bilik lps training.. x caya? hahaha x nk prcaya sudh.. x suruh percaya pn.. kihkihkih... masa tu first time training kt utm..

Dalam hidup ni mesti ade je manusia jenis mulut mcm cilakak.. ofkosssss confirm ade... "alahhh sebab tu je nk stop, ingt pth tgn k?? kaki ke?? logik gk" hello brader and sistar... aku nk habaq sikit, perkara plg utama, lepas taat Allah dan Rasul.. mak ayah.. kau tipu dorg, kau lwn ckp dorg, kau tinggi sikit suara.. dapat dosa.. tak berkat wa habaq kat lu..

Sabda rasulullah s.a.w yang bermaksud:

     "redha Allah bergantung kepada redha kedua-dua ibu bapa, dan murka Allah bergantung pada murka kedua-dua ibu bapa"

sentap.. camne nak berjaya? sebab tu kot rasa cam tak tenang je selama ni sbb selalu sngt tipu umi abah.. sebelum ni memang ade niat nak stop tapi ade je bende yang menghalang.. either people or responsibility,, so untuk masum ni last, sorry to say.. hmmm habis je, say good by to silat.. dah tak boleh nak teruskan perjuangan.. sob sob sob.. kita fokus belahar je. kejar dean ehhhh pointer balik.. susah dah nak dean balik hehehe perghhh nerdd ah aku pasni.. dan tidak lupa mencari pelapis untuk team.. jgn bimbang, aku x kejam untuk tinggalkn team mcm bodoh.. Do you think I'm a looser cause giving up such  a simple matter? For me, you're the real looser cause it is not a simple matter to me.. full stop.