My heart will never be the same.. every and each time I got stabbed from behind, it bleed and the scar remains but why people see me same as before, cause the love that blind my heart.. the love that make me crazy.. people can judge, but only me who knows everything..
I do think that second chance is acceptable but giving a second chance it can either be good and bad.. the effects is depending on the people you give the chance. And please bear in mind giving second chance is gambling. Its like killing you twice if the same thing happen again.. so be prepared.. its not like I'm praying its gonna happen again but ready to face that dissapointment so that I could stand up again.
Now, I just believe he will change.. I'm waiting for him cause everyone know how much I love him.. its quite hard to answer if people ask "sanggup ke tunggu?" "x penat eh tunggu?" "Mcm mne klau dy buat balik?". I can't answer but I do believe him.. I trust him.. and of course I'm hoping for him. Can he be my last man standing beside me? I do wanna hear he say "aku terima nikahnya" soon.
